It's when I reach the bottom and I'm able to put my mind into words.
Words that come from the purest heart.
Words that could inspire others.
It's not easy to be a candle in the darkness.
It's not easy to be a gold in the mid of shits.
It's not easy to be the broken and give away your pieces to complete other cracks.
But that feeling, the feeling of "God, I fuck my soul so hard I come!"
The feeling of total contentment and fulfillment.
That's my real orgasm.
Yogyakarta; 30 May 2018; 7:24 AM